Attack of the Worries!

From the time I was very little, I have always been a terrible worrier. I worry about everything...the big to the small. I have gotten better at times in my life and other times have let worrying really get the best of me. Unfortunately, I have really become overcome by worrying in the last week. I am incredibly anxious and worried. I do feel tremendously blessed and excited, but it is in this excitement that my worry comes. I am often a person who is 'waiting for the other shoe to fall.' I am so worried that with all of my dreams about to be realized, something will happen to take it all away.

I am trying very hard to work through this so I can enjoy every moment of my upcoming trip and just pray with all that I am that I can find peace in knowing that my family will be protected during this time. I don't want to waste a moment with worry but sometimes it seems like it is bigger than me.